I really like to change my mind a lot. I usually know what I want and just go with it, but lately I am having difficulties. I am not like this in all parts of my life....only school. There are some pretty big choices ahead of me and I just do not know what I want to do. I know what I want to be when I am all done with college and I know what I am going to do after college, its just the getting there part that kind of stinks. Everyone around me has noticed how indecisive I am and always asks me what my latest plans are. If would be right if I even knew. Pretty much it comes down to this.....money and time. I can choose between two things....one is cheaper and will take less time and the other longer, more expensive, but has other benefits. If you do the money math, the first choice looks AMAZINGLY better (and I think I just made up that word). However, the time math is not the same. Why should I be in a rush to grow up?? It would be kind of cool to say I graduated college at age 21 and had my Master's before age 24, but where does that really get me in life? I don't know, hence the problem.....I can't decide. Distance is another issue.....the second possibility is such a better location (in my opinion). Isolation is not something I do good with. Now if I had more money, the second option would be perfect, however, if I had this money, the travel costs would not be a problem so option one wouldn't be that bad after all. And there is my problem....
It is all a matter of finally making up my mind...either choice is good and will greatly change my life. However, since it is finals week and my most important tests are in the next two days....it is not the greatest issue on my mind. However, since it is such a big decision I cannot seem to get it out of my mind at all so that I can study so I am writing about it.
When someone once told me college is a little crazy and stressful, they were not lying. School does get a tad stressful, but I love the challenge!!! I like the challenge most of the time. Now to get back to studying for statistics......did I mention I may become a math teacher????? Crazy, I know.....but I have to do everything to make sure I can get a job once I graduate and math is the subject they need the most teachers in.
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